sanctification

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her, so that He might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, that He might present to Himself the church in all her glory, having no spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that she would be holy and blameless.
----------------------Ephesians 5:25-27

It can be fustrating, not having obtained perfection, to still fail and let God down. Our walk on this earth is not one of perfection, but of being perfected -sanctification. When we become saved, God doesn't take a huge fire hose and blast us with water. No, instead He comes close and gently washes us with the word. I don't understand why God does this, why we aren't made perfect. I hate the fact that I still sin. But I do know that this is romance, and somehow in all this, the romantic, gentle, loving character of God comes through. So in this walk where I am not perfect there is beauty and intimacy; and I am falling more in love with my Beloved.

Written Sunday, October 28, 2007

When we base our Christian walk on how well we do, we become actors trying to fit the image of what this is thought to be. But when we come to God by grace and grace alone, we are free to be real.

It is not about impressing men or God, for God does not need to be impressed. Our greatest righteousness is like filthy rags.

Written Sunday, December 17, 2006

It is not my purpose to be great, but instead to make others great. This is my treasure. This is my reward in the Lord.

Written Wednesday, February 2005

---This is not a time of greatness, but a time to learn faithfulness - A time of developing strength and soundness, an abandonment to the heart of Jesus.
---Father, teach me to throw everything at You. To cease striving and to take up the burden of Jesus which is light. Let me abandon myself in faith. It is not about my strength, but casting everything at your feet, and walking before You in submissiveness.